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00:37
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Smoke
05:39
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It was a cold winter morning,
Black cars lined the street,
I watched them carry in the casket,
Saw the smoke rise from the chimney,
The sun, it shone bright,
But I had never seen a darker day,
And all the light within me
starts to slowly fade away
Whenever I look back
I can't help but close my eyes
Explains why I don't see you there
Just empty space and lies
My memory betrays me
And time, it slips away
But I can still see that hellish room you laid in
Passing all those days
Though at first, it doesn't come to mind,
Like another life, lost somewhere in time,
Bridging the gap, between then and now,
I'd rather just forget, than try and remember how
I can see you, lying still
The drugs they gave you, meant to kill
The evil inside, that was eating you alive
And your will to carry on, it slowly died
I never thought you'd be alone
just wanted you to come home
Just as things were looking up,
Like we were given another chance,
been through enough already,
Hope is holding steady,
And just as life puts you back on your feet,
It gives you a tug from behind,
You're not getting up this time
And you were gone
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Not Enough
05:46
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I'm sorry I couldn't handle the weight of this at all
I tried standing, under the pressure all I'd do is fall
And how could I blame you, for not wanting to stay
You just wanted to help, and all I'd do is push you away
And when you've gone I'll feel so alone
But it's thoughts like this that make me feel at home
In my own mind, I'm never good enough
A constant disappointment to myself
And all I could do is let you go
'cause I'm sure by now you know
I could never give you what you deserve
Or anything at all
And without you
I don't know how to
Pick myself up off the floor
I'll lay here and hope you walk back through that door
I just can't help myself
Feel like this darkness suits me well
As I go under I can tell
You're not gonna/ pull me out this time
I'll take some time
Off on my own
Feels so strange waking up alone
With no one to live for but myself
Do I matter to anyone else
I'll take some time
Off on my own
Feels so strange waking up alone
Am I alone
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Wake Up
02:27
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I don't want to wake up
I don't want to open my eyes
I just can't see it different
Before I realize
I've let another day slip right through my fingers
And it seeps down through the drain into the dark
I'm not gonna leave a mark
Just 'cause you open your eyes
Does it mean you're alive
Just open your eyes
Are you really alive
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-drew grecman
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